I'm depressed and insane, but I can't seem to help myself?

u seem to think yourself different from what others think.get a diary and put down your negative emotions to help let of steam,u can burn it later,you arejust pasing through a phase,pls endevour to grow up to be a good person whom your parents will be proud of.dont act on your negative emotions,perharps you will find an outlet as a writer or singer.stop tring to convince yourself you are bad.start tryng to convince yourself that u are a normal good person and youl see the results.keep your head up.